my life as is !!
this is my life..im just a regular ass nikka from san diego ca. born and raised for 18 years..living thur was tha shit..my life was simple..had errything thurr..beautiful weather..beaches..tha best weed i could ever smoke..good friends..life was great..then i moved to phoenix arizona..from thurr i hated it..scortching heat that made yu not wanna come out tha house..to only come out at night..till i started chillen wif family..from then on, i met erryone..made new friends seen more of tha city..it actually got kinda nice..summer was a bitch..but winter and spring was tha best time..but tho had tha worst times of my life..second year of living thurr..got into a car accident tha day b4 my sisters birfday..ended up wif a broken collar bone..2 weeks later was my birthday..had a great time then..few weeks later..heard that one of my homies got into a car accident too.. but his was worst of all..R.I.P my nikka..ended my year in pain..started my new year in tears..he was still young..then a few months later..my big homie gave up his life to be up in heaven..too his own life away..R.I.P big homie..yu will alwayz be missed..summer rolled in started drinking more..always tha thought in my mind..wen will my time end..got drunk just about erryday..started smoking more weed got high about erry hour of tha day..not really giving a fawk..but i met this vietnamese girl..she was sumn oh so special to me..i really loved her wif all my heart..we did so much together..we had laughs..she met my firends i met her family..then, her high skewl graduation came up..i found out after grad. tha she was going to vietnam for tha summer and after that she was moving back to her home town, and both came to a conclusion to go about our seperate ways..so we did that..all this happend in 2007..and it is now 2010 from wen she left, we ended off on good terms and we sed we wud alwayz be friends and that we would alwayz be thurr for each other..we talkd about a second chance but we both knew that if it happens den it happens..we werent gonna force it to make it happen..we both had still loved eachother..she came back to visit from her home town..but came back as a friend..so we kept it as is..i had sed i wud rather have her as a firend den nothing at all..from tha time she left till this day on..i still will alwayz have feelings for her..but now i am living in murfreesboro tennessee..been her for a year and a half now moved here in jan of 09..DEC 09, i met one homie..dat became one of my best friends and a brother to me, TOMMY P..our birthdays are only 3 dayz apart..he and i was down for anything..watever we wanted to do we did..didnt give a fawk bout anything..we talkd bout errything..we pland trips and talk bout wat we gonna do in tha future..we put together a krew calld 4DiNSANE..wen it comes to cars..do does noe wat hes talking about..he i would say is a car addict if i ever need help on a car i noe i can come to him..he is my ride or die homie/brother dat i am willing to do anything for..i would raise hell for him..and because i met TOMMY P in DEC 09, tha begining of 2010..i met a very special girl that is now tha greatest part of my life..her name is PHOMALY MIMI PHANTHALA..she means tha world to me..tho we had our ups and downs..went thru a few break ups..but we still managed to find our way back to eachothers arms..and i noe that she is tha one that i would LOVE to spend tha rest of my life wif..tho no relationship is ever perfect..we fight and argue almost erryother day..but she does and alwayz will knoe that SHE IS MY ONE AND ONLY..i will never ever hurt yur physically..i knoe thurr has been times where emotionally that i have..and you noe that i dont mean to do it on purpose..I DO LOVE YU AND ONLY YU..i want yu as my wif..my baby momma..my errything..nothing will EVER change that..believe that..04172010 will alwayz be in my heart and NEVER erased..wen im wif yu i really do feel like im on top of tha world and yur alwayz next to me..wen im not wif yu its like im falling apart fast..just know that i will ALWAYZ be by yur side..thick and thin ups and downs rain or shine babe im ALWAYZ AND FOREVER gonna stick by yur side..dont give up on me cuz i will NEVER EVER give up on yu..you are tha reason why i dont think of home as much as i used to..more and more each day i fall for yu..i love yu more and more thru out tha seconds of erry minute of erry hour of erry day of erry month till tha years come is how much i love yu..just knoe babe that i will do anything for yu to keep yu right by my side..ryte now i am laying next to yu in bed..one of tha things i love and cherish most..is alwayz being by yur side..babe ALWAYZ AND FOREVER til da day our lives end i will love yu..041710 christopher R <3 mimi P
now checc it baby boo , i know i noticed you noticing me and guess what baby i noticed you too , got me stopped in my traccs , lookin bacc , double taking. a** lookin fat runnin tracc in those leggins , so tell me something whats your name and number , you shinin like a ray of light im bout to catch a sun burn
